nahhaha [Sat-3-5-2005] i broke up with stacy yet.. again! lol. i told her i like someone else. her name is shannon, idk whats gonna happen bewteen us, but we hung out tonight. i really like her alot, but i do say that about alot of girls i like, so we'll just see what happens in the end! hahah skate comp march 12! laters! -Dustin aka Rusty bizzle 1Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sun-2-20-2005] I started going back out with Stacy about a week after we broke up. Im that much of a loser. The competition is rescheduled for March 12... Im failing all my classes at school except one which is systos (weight lifting) Im not stupid by any means, just lazy. oh well, i think things will pick them selves up sometime soon. Don't really know what else is going on lately... buh bye 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sun-1-30-2005] Hmm.. I broke up with Stacy Friday, went to the competition Saturday and signed up and before it even started it got rained out, so Me, Sabree, Corey, Leah, Tiffany, Jessica, and Ashley went over to leahs and ate pizza and watched movies and then we went to Jessica's for awhile andi left my fuckin mp3 player over there(not stolen this time) then me and sabree went home. Then i played resident evil 4(sick motherfuckin game) until about 6:30 and went home to Marisas to watch some movies till like 9 30 or 10 and i went home. Me and Marisa have always liked each other, but never gotten close.. lol I been happy since last night. All i did today was play video games. O yeah the competition is rescheduled to be in another couple weeks, ill let all ya'll know when... god im gonna fucking win that shit im so damn cocky. lol! l8er all! -Dustin (Rusty) 5Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Tue-1-25-2005] Im updating for once... I quit my job. Im doing terrible in school. I don't know how my relationship with anyone is going. Oh well. Heehee, I am entering a skate competition at !!!!!!!!!!!!!!Union Hills skatepark on January 29th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a Saturday and for anyone who cares or wants to go its on 57th Ave. and Union Hills from like 8am-late afternoon so if your late you'll see me skate again anyways. It should be fun, i dunno if i'll win but we'll see. Byez!!! -Dustin (D Witt Bitch) 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sat-1-8-2005] Lately I haven't been doing much besides working. Maybe cause of all that damned rain! Hehe.. I went to the movies with Stacy last night, my friend Chris drove us. The movie sucked, all though I didn't paytoo much attention to it. Paying $15 to make-out was a rip off. (hehe) I donated to the Childrens Cancer foundation thing and got a lil golden heart. Im proud of myself.. I really am a generous person and I dont care what anyone else says. Anyways it was still a good night and I enjoyed myself. This shitty weather is pissing me off though, I haven't skated in like forever. I think if it doesn't rain tonight me, lary, chris, derek, and dp will go street skating. Maybe... I have to go to work at 4:00 and I don't wanna!!! Actually I love where I work its the best job in the world! Anyways im gonna go get ready. -Dustin 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sun-12-12-2004] [ mood | nigger... hehehe ] [ music | Trick Daddy - Lets Go ] Well, I haven't really updated in a little while. I been busy with people, mostly one person. I have also been working alot lately, i gotta a job at a skateshop/clothing & apparel store called Beyond Image at Arrowhead Mall. Its pretty cool working around skating. Retail kinda sucks ass though but o well. A friend from school I know got a job there also, and i didn't even know it, hehe. Hmm.. other than that still been the same old boring nothing. I skatec today with Sean and we stole some guys mp3 player. But don't feel bad for the guy, hes a tweaker that we call Boosy. Though if he found out probably kill us, literally.. cause this other dude he hangs with alot named Cody, his bro is in like Blacks Kings and the Swastika Gang and shit.. hehehe, but im cool with them for the most part and they're always too fucked up to know it, plus Boosy steals everything he ever owned anyways including that mp3 player. I saw Knox at the park to, he finally got outta jail. That reminds me I haven't seen B.p. in awhile, he got outta jail about 2 months ago and I saw him but about 2 weeks after that he disappered again. O well. I think im gonna go over to Stacy's tomorrow or skate. I dont ave to work until monday, awesome. L8er ;) -Dustin aka Dusty aka Rusty aka Rustin aka Rustinator... (lmao) 5Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Mon-11-29-2004] [ mood | sweepy... ] [ music | Big L & Canibus - Freestyle Over Necro's Underground ] Ah! Just woke up, im tired.. need a shower, and then need to go skate. Buh Bye! lol 3Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Mon-11-29-2004] [ mood | busy ] [ music | N.W.A. - Express Yo'self ] Hm.. haven't posted in like 4-ever! Since then, alot has happened but right now im doing alright. I got a job at Arrowhead Mall, at a clothing and skate store called "Beyond Image". Its pretty sick, i got alotta friends that work there, and we all hang out occasionally. School is going kinda bad. On *WEDNESDAY* (lol) i was messing around, looking at porn with my friend at school and I got caught. I think im in deep shit.. lol wow im a loser. Other than that, i been skating on a daily basis for the most part and am starting to try and keep in better contact with people, but I just don't seem to have the social enthusiam I used to, especially at school, ugh. Im thinking about changing and going to Iron Wood high starting next semester. Maybe it'll help me start a new, plus I already know a couple kids at Iron Wood. I was thinking about going to Deer Valley instead but I already know like 100 kids there, and have had previous B.S. with some of them, so if i'm gonna go somewhere new, id rather start off fresh. Right now im just talking to some friends and downloading music. Bein cool. Thuggin it switch. 5Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sun-9-26-2004] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Danzig - Thirteen ] I haven't been updating much. Not that I'm really busy or anything, but nobody really cares anyways. Yeah, all I been doing is going to school then coming home and skating. Fun stuff... :\ 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sun-9-26-2004] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Andre Nickatina - Fears of a Coke Lord ] I feel kinda sad this week... last week I didnt do anything on my own b-day, and also someone I really liked disapointed me. She didn't do anything wrong, its ust I haven't talked to her in awhile, and I don't think she realized how much I like her and it made me really sad.. o well.. cant win em all, but i dont win any :\ 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sat-9-18-2004] Yep. I haven't posted in forever. It's my birthday tomorrow. 3Killed It -- Bust A Move

uhhh.. [Sat-8-21-2004] My ankle is all swollen, but i dont remember hurting it. ITs crazy as hell... It hurts bad too. 3Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Sat-8-14-2004] People fucking suck. They make up shit and aren't very considerate of my feelings. o well... what do you care. lol. 3Killed It -- Bust A Move

Again... [Mon-7-26-2004] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Blue Oyster Cult - Godzilla ] Again, I am wreathed in annoyance and anger by the stupidity of another. Why am I constantly bothered by this nagging cretin called life. Then people look at me and go "well, what the fuck is his problem, not like your going through what I am" and I just don't say anything. Cause I know there wrong, and for the most part, I'm that kinda person. I'm always giving you the upper hand. If it's your fault, I make it mine. If you say I'm wrong, then your right. But time after time I get that voice that says, "why do you always put yourself below people not half as good as you." and that voice is right! completely right. I shouldn't have to lie to myself to make you happy, but you know what, sometimes its easier for me to let everybody else win, but is it right? I mean fucking come on! And what gets me the most is the whole "whats my reason for living thing" well.. your not gonna fucking find out! so either kill yourself, or continue your constant whining! Then when I finally let it out, they act like I haven't been there. But again I do what I always do, I keep shut up and act like I haven't been there, I pretend I am wrong and have no clue what-so-ever what its like to be depressed. Not true. I bet my life I'm more depressed than all you bastards combined, I'm just to damn smart to complain about it or contemplate why I'm so unhappy and what I should do about it. I figure that never got anyone anywhere, and it sure as hell never got me any fucking sympathy! Jesus christ?! Why do I go on putting everyone else ahead of me? You could literally kick me in my god damned balls and I'd tell you sorry, and I'd still feel bad for you! WTF?! This world is a seething cesspool of human emotions and I'm caught up in it when I shouldn't be... 3Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Fri-7-23-2004] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Audioslave - Cochise ] What do you think of- My physical appearance: My personality: My attitude: My sense of style: My sense of music: My view on the world: What would you do if- I hugged you: I kissed you: I held your hand: I asked you out: I told you I loved you: I cried: I made you cry: I got into a physical fight: I got into a verbal fight: I got into a fight with you: Would you ever- Hug me? Kiss me? Reject me? Ignore me? Hold me? Ask me out? Tell me you love me? Fuck me? Fight with me? Backstab me? Lie to me? Lie to me to make me feel better? 1Killed It -- Bust A Move

eek! [Thu-7-22-2004] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | The Cure - Creep (Radiohead cover) ] All my friends are gone! Sean and Justin and Derek all went to Cali! Seems like everyone is leaving. Im real lonely. Lately I haven't been skateboarding. I dunno why. I think I'll go skate tonight. Lately I have been quite happy. But my uncle just got out of surgery yesterday, and hes at my house ((my moms)) and has to stay in my room! I have to stay at my dads to feed Lary ((Iguana)) while Sean is on vacation anyways. I need a new skateboard too. Oh well, I'm pro, I can still kick everyone elses ass! lol. I needs to eat. Bye bye! -- Bust A Move

Good Today! [Wed-7-21-2004] [ music | Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit ] I had an awesome day! I was sooooo happy. I woked up and went to the mall and hung out with Amber. We had fun! We saw'd a movie too! Yay! It made my day! I'm in a goooood mood! Thank you hun! ;) -=Dustin=- 2Killed It -- Bust A Move

[Wed-7-21-2004] [ music | Motorhead - Smiling Like A Killer ] I need a hug... 4Killed It -- Bust A Move

meh. [Tue-7-20-2004] [ music | Necro - All Hotties Eat the Jizz ] Do whatever you want assholes. I dont seem to change your mind anyways... -- Bust A Move

WTF?! [Tue-7-20-2004] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Royce Da 5'9 f. Necro & Afu Ra - Boom ] I'm sick and tired of ppl making my day worse because there ignorance and problems. I deal with sooooooo much. I never fucking complain, when I do I try my hardest to keep it quiet or in my journal, but still rarely ever complain to other ppl. I mean come on! Seriously, I get sick and tired of this whole "I'm depressed, whats my purpose, why should I go on living shit!" Depression never made anyone else better so why fucking bother!? I get depressed, true! But I don't question why I'm fucking here! You know why! Cause your not gonna get a goddamn answer! Then those ppl make me all miserable and start with this asinine questioning! They always act like I haven't been there. I have, and thats why it makes me sooo angry that they wine and complain and question existence! There all malignant fucks and need to learn to adapt, because its not getting them anywhere, and I guaranteed killing themself won't either. But if they feel it'll make them happier! FUCKING GO FOR IT! Its just more weight off my goddamn shoulders! These self-indulged morons make there own problems. They go LOOKING for reasons to be depressed, literally. I mean GODDAMN! -- Bust A Move

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